Rage…
…you wake up in the morning…
[...the clock shows 13:20..]
…you’re not in your normal mood..
[..your eyes are still tired...]
…you enter your daily routine…
[..suddenly your mood changes..]
..some persons start to change your day…
..you slowly go from good to bad…
[...your plans for the day are gone..]
..you keep it in you…
..you’re standing your ground…
[..somewhere inside you're disappointed..]
..you have second thoughts about going out..
..you don’t think it’s a good idea..
[..it's 16:30..]
..after you talk with your loved one you decide to go out…
[..the clock turns 18:00..]
You’re outside and let’s say that your mood is ok. You don’t show your previous anger…still holding it inside…
[..until one moment..]
..until something triggers you. You are about to explode. Trying to stop it it’s just useless…Your blood starts to run insane. The skin starts to scream. You can’t hold it in much longer…
..your eyes are looked. Your looking straight in a random place with shallow things…random actions are happening but you can’t see them. You’re blinded by the anger inside. At the end you lose the fight…
[..you explode..]
[..this is the moment you will regret the most..]
Bad things are starting to get out of your mouth. You can’t control them…you really don’t mean those things. It’s just your anger..it’s getting out but to the wrong person.
After you realize what you just did you suddenly return in that random place…you can’t here anything around you…
[..after your rage it gets worse..]
You’re blocked and still angry but not on the person near you. That person is feeling really bad and scared right now…it’s your fault !
Because you don’t want to say or do something bad again…you just leave…you just go away…
[..that's your biggest mistake..]
It was a long way back home. All the way you thought about what you’ve done…
..you just abandoned the person you love the most…
You realize that your actions where immature and selfish… It feels like a part of you is broken..
[..it doesn't feel good..]
[..you're home..]
Slamming the doors and things in your room is not going to change anything…but you’re still doing it until your rage is gone…
[..you're laying on the bad shocked...]
You couldn’t sleep that night..
[..7:00 the next day...]
..she’s in front of you…you can see that she couldn’t sleep either and she can’t look you in the eye…
..you’re ashamed of yourself…
[...she forgives you..]
